Tuesday, August 8, 2023

I took my grief to the grocery store

I took my grief to the grocery store

and we wandered aisles turned graveyards

with outstretched arms as my grief touched 

all the things you used to love, one by one, 

lined up like tombstones in the cemetery

where 3/4 of your ashes are buried

with all that is left of my heart

I pass a new flavor of Cheetos

and wonder if you would have liked them

and grief reminds me that I will never know

as a tear slips down my cheek


I took my grief on a walk today

through the neighborhood where you

used to ride your bike with no hands

fearless and in flight, the way I will

always, always remember you and 

grief taps my shoulder like the wind

like the way you used to prank me

and always laugh, every time

Look, look, grief says

Look at all the places you will never be again

Grief never lets me forget




Reality

Today was an "I can't get out of bed" day when the tears come unbidden  before my head leaves the pillow and the only thought ...